Relentless Reasoning

Hey there. Hi. How are you? Fine, Yourself? Im great, but I think your lying . No,really i’m fine. Alright, if you say so.

But really,I wanna tell you, the world has flipped upside down, and I feel like i’m in way over my head, and I want more then anything to poor my heart out and let you know. I want to tell you how I feel and what’s on my mind. I want you to love me, and tell me you’ll never leave my side. I want to tell you, you’re the one. I want to tell you I’ve known all along but i’m to scared to loose you and everything we have. I wanna blush while I play with your fingers, And I want to smile at you as I admit that I cry listening to your playlist because I think maybe, just maybe it’ll mean you’re closer. I wanna let you know, you could knock loudly on my door at ridiculous times in the AM while singing backstreet boys just to ask me what my favorite colour is and I’d still hug you. I love you.. for real. But even though i want all of this, and I do want you…  I won’t. And my only reasoning is, I love you. And i’m scared, i’m a pussy. It’s great. So, you know what, Now you know.