Living dead to the world another day has come.

Beautiful i'll stay. True to my heart I promise i'll stay. I am who I am, and it's all I can be. I cannot change to please you, I cannot be something i'm not. You are exactly what I need, you will never change in my eyes, you are all I want. I cannot be there and be ignored, I cannot be there for you but get nothing in return. I love you, but this is who I am, and if that is going to be a problem I just can't stand being next to you anymore. I am who I am, and I know you don't, won't accept that but I guess it's your loss and his gain, there gain. I am the world, the earth the whole universe to some, and now i'm not to you. You are nothing to me, to been seen by you would be nice, but not ideal. I strive for the ideal because i'm greedy. I am who I am. 

To breath your air

You are what I turn to. I'm sorry for the problems I bring, but my baggage is to heavy for my grip. Now I see, you in me. I can't breath the air, it's thicker then smog, and the room has gotten dark. I shake off the temptation, but I know it's you i need to stand. I breath the air of liars, and fakes. You are raw, real and spectacular. I'm intrigued beyond words. Forever, I will stand beside you, my friend in life, a friend to love. The breath I take is less polluted by idiocy and the energy has cleared. You are the antidote I fix myself on, and I need you to take this. I need you to take me for what I am, and all I need is your breath to share. To breath your air.. well one can wish.

Perfection is possible; Cover to cover

The book. It's all i need to live, because i live out a different life every time i read. I can be whoever i want, and when that life has ended, if i really like what happened, i could repeat the life and re live in the shoes of amazing characters. I know it's kind of lames, but books are what keeps me alive. I can't think of a world without the story's I've read, they're amazing. The words i put down reflect the literary genius i decide to engulf myself with. I can be berried in books for a life time, and i would have live a thousand times over in a different way each time. So, basically i love to read.. <3   

Born to die

This is not a summary of the human race. Not a stand by accusation to just blow away. I make a statement of rights i've never had. Never wanted to be who i am today, never knew what to take away. I am who i am and that's a fact. But still I wonder, since i was little i'd wonder.Why am i here? Why can't i be somewhere that means more, somewhere that have magic and mystery to the liking. You are a disgraced, un-excepted and ignored. You mean nothing in this world. This thing we call earth. You are meaningless to me. I don't care for you, or what you are. I do not care for what you want to become. I loath who i am, i cannot stand my own reflection. Beauty is a curse along with the straight back and proper words. Im sorry, excuse me, may i.I can't tell anymore, i don't know what to listen to. I don't know who to speak with. I'm over in life, i just want the ending to come and a beginning to start. Born to die, i am born to die because in death i'll be born again into my sanctuary of sleep, my internal slumber. Forever, i shall sleep. Born to die, i shall sleep. 

And he sang me that satanic lullaby; love.

Everyday, im beautiful, everyday we scream. Everyday you love me, everyday.. i’ll dream. One day you’ll be here, one day you’ll see. That it’s not only you capable of love this deep. I know i play coy, and dance around the idea, but i love you more then anything, dont give it a second thought. You are all that means something to me, you are all i really want… you are the only one, the most amazing one, i just can’t believe you chose me. We will hug, kiss, yell and fight but always know your the one who shines so bright. The only one who can have my heart. You can make me blush, and giggle. I don't know how you love me, but i don't care.

I love you so much, My sterling star.

Undecided Fate

Who can say they have loved and been loved when truly, the ones you love may be the best liars in the world and the ones you look past may have loved you for their entire life. Do you know what love is, when you’ve never felt love? Love is not who gets you the most flowers, love isn’t how much you can spend on eachother. Love isn’t the guy you’ve been with for three years that lies and covers it up with, “i love you.” Love it that boy who makes you smile everyday just because they can. Undeniable love is the simplicity of a phone call from a friend who knows you were out drinking. Love is the first person you think of when you feel like hanging out, and love is the one thing that’ll hurt you the most in the world. The illusion of love can turn out great or can go horribly wrong, true love will keep you alive while theres illusions all around. 

Dear World

Dear World,

I know you’re dealing with the crisis of humanity and stressing about lack of sweaters and sun tan lotion for the climate change. But i just really wanted to tell you something successful, I woke up today. It’s amazing, but I don’t know how much longer i can keep it up. I wake up, everyday of my life, I’ve woken up. I’m waiting for the day that i just don’t, the day i say i’m sorry to every responsibility. The Day I just decide to stay in internal peaceful and serene slumber, but really don’t worry.. I’ll let you know when that day comes. I think I want to explore a little more before I sleep though. So until then, good luck with everything. Goodnight.

Love, A Tree Hugger.